honestly, i'm happy about the concert postponement mainly for selfish reasons.. if it pushed through today, i would have still been crying my eyes out due to extreme frustration and anxiety over the boys' safety.. still unsure about the con ticket arrangements but i'm definitely flying to bangkok on yunho's birthday.. i don't care if i'd have to ( Read more... )

---just want to stay curled up in bed all day long.. first reason is laziness but now it's also due to some depressing news i got--there's a possibility that my flight to bangkok will be cancelled! how is that not depressing????
i had the nerve to "comfort" cate cate_monster when i badly need one now..TT^TT fuck!

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Thai Government,

*makes puppy dog ( Read more... )

finally, exam's over.. i can completely forget about it until the results come out.. i don't even know whether it's categorized as easy or difficult... overhearing someone saying that it's the hardest fucking exam she's ever taken, even comparing it to the other notoriously  "hard" school isn't helping either...bah, gotta get it out of my mind ( Read more... )

random phone convo between me and je_sm .

her: i want to eat!
me: i want to cook!
her: then come on over and cook, then i'll eat whatever you cook.
me: no way, i want to eat too.
her: of course i won't eat everything. you cook and eat your food but you share it with me. i'm not heechul. that's you!
me: oh. yeah. i know. so who are you then?
her: ---
me: wookie!
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apparently Anthony Bourdain was in Manila last week!!
fuckfuckfuck! why didn't i know that??

it sux being tv-less!!

i so want to see him!!!

anyone who met him??

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(been re-reading too much of kendra's fading_sun_sock fics)

i miss those times.:(

lalalalalalalala...

muses i summon thee..

writer's block totally sucks!!
haven't made a fandom fic in weeks.

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((

application # 1sent.
all that's left is the exam and everything is up to the heavens.

application #2 is almost done.
might send it by the end of the month (i.e. in a couple of days..

shit! my nerves are going haywire! HAELP!!!

( some shinys to lighten me up-- sort of..xP )

...seriously!!

RL sucks bigtime!!

fandom is the only happy thing in my world nowadays... tough!